“ THAT ONE LAST TIME “

Was it just a beginning or a continuation of the life that had taken place !!!!!
I met him after a long gap, there was no any belief or hope for both of us and making the mind to think for fractions of second with the thought "is that really he with my eyes starring at him and he wondering how can i even come to that place ",where i existed somewhere far away which was really difficult to pronounce for him .Since it was all because of my work i had to shift to this particular place ,we knew each other well but always denied to speak. But then the destiny had already decided us to meet ,we just came towards and was in strangers attitude,spoke like the things why was i shifted there and about his work . Most of the time we remained silent yet somewhere deep down both wanted to talk openly and share something like a special friend but both refused. At some point of time i thought to talk something ,somewhere deep feeling was, what can he even think about me.We just had to speak like the formal friends but some point of time i just felt its something new experience meeting a old memory again ,at the same time it was like nothing changed.
We were even good friends from the day we were known ,both refused to talk yet never blamed each other for anything, the time we both spent was the thing that distracted me allot i just thought to leave that place because it would hurt me for all the further days .i never wanted to meet him again as it could affect both of our mindset , now i just remember it as "THAT ONE LAST TIME".